★ The Fix
The past few weeks have been a bit rough on me, and Holy Week was just the break I needed. I was finally able to go to mass and learned a lot from it, too. I also finally got around to checking my email after a loooong hiatus, and I got an email from my aunt in Germany which just seemed to come in response to all the hurt and frustration I've been going through recently:
'To get something you never had, you have to do something you never did.' When God takes something from your grasp, He's not punishing you, but merely opening your hands to receive something better.
There comes a point in your life when you realize:
Who matters,
Who never did,
Who won't anymore...
And who always will.
So, don't worry about people from your past,
there's a reason why they didn't make it to your future.
God gave me some sort of answer on Easter Sunday, on the day of celebrating new life. So maybe I can work on this at my own pace. So maybe I won't have to be so damaged forever. In time, I can start anew, just like everybody else. :)
Happy Easter!
--04.27.11
